I feel Everything

 

I feel the silence of a thousand nights,
Where echoes answer more than friends.
I feel the weight of roads run dry,
And dreams that crumbled in the bends.

I feel the hope I used to hold,
Now shivering beneath the strain.
I feel the cries I never spoke,
Still singing softly through the rain.

I feel the ache of being good,
In a world that doesn’t see.
And wonder if the gods forgot,
Or turned their backs on me.

But still I breathe, though breath runs thin,
Still I stand, though bent and bruised.
A heart like mine has broken thrice —
And still, it hasn’t refused.

I’ve lost the count of doors I knocked,
That never opened, never spoke.
Of hands I held that let me slip,
Of dreams that vanished in the smoke.

They talk of light at tunnel's end,
But what of those still in the dark?
What of hearts that beat in silence,
With no witness to their spark?

I gave when no one asked me to,
I stood when knees began to shake.
I shared my bread, my time, my truth,
Only to see others take.

And yet I rise — not like a flame,
But like the embers holding tight.
Not for glory, not for fame,
But just to make it through the night.

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